The Future is Bright: Nikki Holzman
As larger-scale industry investment for women’s events like Redbull Formation has dried up in recent years, grassroots events, like the recently hosted She Shreds Legacy, have begun popping up to fill the gap. For the femme freeride community, such events offer a chance to progress, network, bolster portfolios, and, most importantly, have fun in a supportive environment. The Future is Bright is a series dedicated hearing more from the athletes at these grassroots events about their "Why:" why they participate and why things like She Shreds Legacy matter.
Nikki Holzman's friends describe her as quirky and scrappy, and that's exactly how she showed up to She Shreds: ready to take on a new challenge and run with them. Her party shirts kept the energy high, her pup, Rigby, kept the atmosphere goofy, and their combined presence made a light-hearted, "try anything" impact on the event overall.
Name, age, current place of residence?
Nikki Holzman (she/her), 30, Bend, OR.
Why did you attend She Shreds?
I attended She Shreds to find some new biker besties. I figured if I couldn't find them, at least I'd be surrounded by a bunch of badass ladies who could kick my butt jumping and dropping off of big things. It's like therapy, but with dirt and adrenaline.
What makes She Shreds stand out, to you, from other MTB / freeride events?
I'm not a frequent freeride event attendee, however I really appreciated the flexibility of She Shreds. Everyone was pushed to try something new, regardless of their skill level. I also loved camping and hanging out with the group. It was a great way to build camaraderie and have fun outside of riding.
Did you have a proudest moment from the event?
My proudest moment was probably hitting the big jump line on Jammer. As someone who is typically a tech rider, this was a huge step for me and my progression with jumps. I just remember getting to the bottom of the line screaming I was so excited. I finally worked up the courage to go off the big lips, not hit my brakes (which I am notorious for), and survive.
Did you have a most challenging moment from the event?
My greatest challenge was overcoming my fear of group train rides. I have a mental block with riding in a train for some reason, especially with people I have never ridden with before. But, I had to remind myself that everyone is super talented and capable and that I am capable too. And, alas, I was part of epic lady train rides.
Did you have any goals coming into the event?
My goal coming into this event was to be myself. I know that sounds silly, but I can get intimidated and suffer from imposter syndrome because I am the greatest nobody in biking. I didn't want those feelings to get in the way of me meeting rad ladies and having future shred partners.
Do you have any goals moving forward (this season or in future seasons)?
My goal is to become more independent when it comes to judging the speed for bigger drops and jumps. I want to reduce my reliance on tows and eventually be able to tow others.
Anything else you wish we'd asked or want to add?
Feeling extremely grateful to be part of this community! And inspired by all the young riders that have so much enthusiasm and joy for riding!
Any family, friends, or sponsors you want to thank?
Thanks to Party Shirt International for bringing good vibes. And of course, thanks to Heather and Kaytlyn for making it happen!